Tired

I. Am. Tired.
Tired of injections
Tired of the bruises they cause.  On my stomach and on my legs
Tired of high blood sugars
Tired of the short temper and irritability
I am tired of feeling like a bad husband and spouse
Tired of hurting the people around me
Tired of causing tears
I am tired of of the stress
The stress from managing a chronic disease and the stress from every. god. damn. day.
Tired of stiff, aching joints
Tired of arguments
Tired of checking blood sugar
Tired of negative thoughts
I am tired of these feeling I can not control
Tired of pills
I am tired of being sick.  I just want to go back to not diabetic Craig.